Today I had a panic attack at work. My husband and I who havn’t see each other in weeks met up to discuss divorce just before my shift started. I don’t want a divorce just yet, he does, he is with another woman already. (she looks like a crack head, I don’t get it) ANYWAYS. […]
Read more "Panic Attacks Suck So Here Is What I Do"This is ridiculous. I cannot stop eating. These munchies are more intense than the cravings I had when I was a 24hr stoner. Depakote is a mood stabilizer I am on for my disease, Bipolar Disorder. I know it is helping with the mania, but I really do not want to gain weight. I stepped […]
Read more "Medication and the Munchies"I am not manic, and I feel scared shitless. The medication seems to be working, I feel reality. Reality feels very heavy. For fucks sake, I have 5 very shitty tattoos on my foot now. Three of them which I did with a tattoo gun I bought on amazon, and two I let my friends […]
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